As you might have noticed, there hasn’t been any new posting in this past one week. I’ve been through so many things that keep my mind very busy and the impact was my hormones seemed to be going like a roller coaster.
Last week, I looked at the calendar and noticed that my monthly guest didn’t make it’s prompt visit this time. I was getting worried and a lot more worried as it passed two weeks from the regular date. Could I be pregnant? Could I be carrying another child in my womb? If so, how would I feel?
Since the beginning of this year, I’ve been wanting to have another baby so much and weirdly I want to have a girl specifically. I can’t stop looking through the baby girl’s clothing whenever I walked by the babies’ store. I even imagined how my life would be with a loving husband, a toddler cute boy and a baby girl. But yet, as much I wanted to have another child, I now deep down inside that this is not the right timing yet. We still have a few other priorities that we like to have set up first and we know that financially we couldn’t afford having another child yet.
I was getting really nervous and decided that I should just get over-the-counter home pregnancy test pack and just get things over with. At least that way, I know what I would be facing. So I did and the result was negative, even though, honestly, I was sort of hoping it would be positive. I still wasn’t relieved and thought that the test pack must have been inaccurate. I waited for a few more days and before I did the second one, it finally came. Pheuwwww….this time, I felt very much relieved. At least now I have one less thing to worry. And hopefully the other things that we are facing right now will be over soon.
it’s ok, masih ada hari esok. Keep trying, hoping and praying deh. Dia lebih tau kapan waktu yg paling tepat utk ngasih andrew dede
Semoga masalah yg satunya lagi cepet selesai juga ya, jadi bisa liat masakan2 esther lagi..hihihi *ujung2 nya tetep masakan, dasar naluri ibu2 begini kali ya*
wah…jadi negatif ya Ther?
Kalo gitu moga2 yang satunya tercapai yah…good luck for you guyz
sabar ther. ntar juga pasti dikasih sm Tuhan. Beliau kan suka kasih kejutan. Pas kita ga expect apa2 eh tiba2 dikasih. kayak gue nih.
Tuhan akan kasih pada waktu yang tepat, ya Ther..
* berasa ngomong ama diri sendiri..
Kalau yang ini belum dikasih, mungkin karena Tuhan mau rencanaNya yang lain yg terjadi dulu..
Semoga…
Mungkin menurut Tuhan belum saatnya ya, Ther.
Just keep praying and making hahah
Sama ama gw nih yang lagi mengharap2 hahah.
Kalo gw sih ga milih2, cewe lagi seneng, cowo lagi syukur. Kalo buat nyenengin ortu sih, mrk mo-nya cowo.
Yang satunya lagi dulu tercapai….baru nanti di planning lagi yg bikin baby girlnya ya. I guess keterlambatan kamu itu lebih karena kamu stress, banyak yg dipikirin. Relax and be happy
halo Esther, salam kenal……..
hehehhehe, perasaan yang sama juga dengan gue beberapa minggu kemaren……gue pikir, wah……Allah udah “kasih” sekarang kali ya, secara udah telat 14hari aja gitu….errrr….tapi begitu ditest pake +/- HcG ternyata masi negative…….hehehhe, gapapa deh….laen kali mungkin……
ok, mom….sun sayang buat Andrew ya…..
ya coba terus ther, berdoa dan berusaha, semoga dapat juga baby girlnya, kalo dapat baby boy, bikin lagi jgn menyerah pokoknya sampe dapat deh
@ All: Wah thanks banget, guys! Benernya I am using a contraception anyway sih, tapi waktu itu masih kepikiran hamil karena salah satu nyokapnya temen bae gua pake contraception yet hamil temen gua juga. So, gua kira gua salah satu dari segelintir orang yang kebobolan juga. Tapi ternyata ngga (cuma akibat stress mikirin hal lain)….tapi yah udah lah, even though pengen, tapi emang saatnya belum tepat. God knows what is best for us! Kalo sampe entar akhirnya dikasih, yah benernya mau cewe or cowo sih emang sama aja, cuma mungkin karena udah punya cowo, jadi mikir kalo dapet satunya lagi cewe kan udah sepasang, ngga usah nambah lagi. Hehehehe.
@ Sofie – mandanya Toriq: Hi…hi….Sofie! Welcome to my blog! Salam kenal juga!
berarti tebakan pembaca blolgnya arman (esp. gue hehehe) bener dong ya ther.. kalian baru H2C pregnant or not .. hehehe… mungkin memang belom saatnya… pasti nanti dikasi pas waktunya yahh..
keep on trying!
tapi kalo marv udah minimal 4 taon daah.. 
eniwei.. gue juga pengennya anak ke 2 ntar cewe aja..
ehh.. tapi baca2 di berita, tidak selalu test pack itu bener loh Ther…. bisa jadi emang beneran pregnant…? tunggu bulan depan ato next two months gitu untuk dicoba lagi?
Ther, mungkin belom waktunya aja kali. Coba terus aja yah..hehehe and berdoa juga. And usually, you get what you wish for when you least expect it, so don’t sress it out.
pasti ini deh salah satu dari yang gak jelas di blog arman itu ya hehe.
kalo gua sih emang lebih suka baby girl ther. lebih cute gitu liatnya. gemes banget hehe
aduh ther, aku udah deg-degan, kirain positive…
ayo coba teruuuus… ntar kalow waktunya tepat, pasti the baby girl is gonna come to your way… 
eh sorry Ther, tnyt it finally came ya… dasar bacanya gue yang gak bener hehehe
Hai Ther! Emang semua dah diaturin waktunya yah ama Tuhan. Baru kemaren mikir lho kok blog ini dah lama gak ada update.
gue kira ngikutin jejak limmy
yah di coba lagi adonannya yah bu! hehehe 
moga dpt cewe ^^v
ya paling exciting and deg2an pas ga dateng bulan walaupun gua biasa telat up to 7 days tapi waktu dulu itu telatnya lain ada gejala2 yg gak pernah gua rasain sebelomnya (you know your body very well) spt: ngantuk terus, badan rasanyna gak gitu enak, your inner instinct rasanya udah ngerasa something is going on. Apalagi emang kalo gua waktu itu lagi ga “jaga”, langsung beli test pack and 2 hari telat ditest, ternyata 1 garis and 1 garis samar2.. so i was not convinced. Terus beli yg beli tulisannya lebih jelas pregnant or not pregnant.
Waktu saat2 menunggu 1 menit gua memenjamkan mata deg2an untuk ngeliat hasilnya… pas gua intip2 and liat tulisan PREGNANT… wah rasanya gimana gitu.. it’s like unbelievable soalnya gua sendiri gak nyangka… but happy of course, it’s like is this for real…. terus gua bilang ke hubby.. gak pregnant tuh.. pas dia ambil testnya and liat tulisan pregnant, dia sempat tertegun.. and of course happy.. but he is kinda surprise it’s that fast.
I believe as you said that God will the child in a right time karena gua sendiri berdoa spt itu ke Tuhan 2-3 bulan sebelom hamil karena gua maunya sudah siap mental, material and physical juga.
Kalo Andrew mirip mami, bisa2 anak perempuan nanti mirip daddynya because Naomi is like her daddy.
wah ter, mo hamil ya?
siap2 ya, di sini bakal rawat sendiri, having a baby girl seneng deh, bajunya lucu2 (awas bangkrut ya).
Banyak yg rencana hamil nihhh
waduh ter, aku dulu sampe 3 bulan gak kedeteksi kalau hamil lhoh .. tp emang gak dpt periodnya, mangkanya dokternya bilang kalau gak kluar2 jg ya aku dikasih obat buat mancing. eh taunya pas bulan ketiga dites, positif .. nah lho … mudah2an cita2 hamilnya cepet tercapai, anytime i think is the right time. we will never know when will be the perfect timing, right? =)
haha..ternyata semua ibu2 worrynya sama yah tiap bulan
gw jg ther…biasa cepet 2-3hr kl ampe pas harinya blm dpt da mulai worry, apalagi sempat telat brp hari waktu itu da pikiran deh gw…jgn2 gw hamil hahaa…belom siap hamil lagi skrg, pengennya taon dpn kl wilbert da gedean br deh ksh dede ke dia skrg msh repot rasanya tp kok kdg liat temen2 yg da hamil lg pengen yah haha..